time away
So I'm sitting here pondering over what was said last night, what happened this morning. I don't want this to be heavy, I love that you adore me in all the little precious ways, I find your enthusiasm over the things you love beautiful. You make my lips drip with honey for you. "I'm not looking for love" I told you, that's true, I'm not. I've been an all or nothing girl in the past however so please bear with me while I explore this uncharted territory with you. I can't tell what I mean. I can't tell what you mean. I can't tell. I'm not confused, no, not confused. Not concerned either. It's...
musing concierge
Well, here I am, sitting at work, doing nothing of the sort.
There are so many thoughts in my head it's a wonder there's room for anything else in this world.
I'm starting to find out how fucked up I really am; just how many levels there really is to my insanity.
CMFP has been helping me and I've been helping him.
I hope.
Sometimes I don't know what to do.
He's two people and while I love him and her both, it's so hard sometimes not to feel overshadowed.
I get jealous of all the women in his life, actually, the ones who participate in his life the most are in no way a threat to me.
It's...
haitus
well, it certainly does seem weird to be posting here after so long. For those of you who are curious I do still have a home here but due to certain more convenient traits I have been posting on Livejournal most. For those of you who are interested in the "other me" my name there is rivernyl also and there is a link to me on the right of this page. Well, that's all for now.
asexuality is lookin awful good right about now...
I'm not going to go into full detail because honestly I just don't have the energy.... but.....
last night i went to nitrogen (a rave)
it was kinda lame, i had a really hard time finding a groove (which never happens) and there was just a strange vibe about the whole thing...
I met some cool people who live in san fran
I looked forward to the after party
at the after party K practically fell asleep immediately, it was almost a crash party heh, there were bodies everywhere
Autumn, the 17 year old i met online a while back... the one that had been all over me, but i kind of...
