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Anna
| Main blog: | GOD IS LOVE | | Age: | 20 | | Birthday: | December 24th 1987 | | Gender: | Female | | Occupation: | Student | | Education: | Bachelors degree | | Religion: | Christianity | | Service Attendance: | Weekly | | Race/lineage: | Asian | | Location: | Singapore | | |
| Email: | Quynhanh24@hotmail.com | | MSN: | Quynhanh24@hotmail.com | | Yahoo: | Quynhanhsingapore@yahoo.com |
| Relationship Status: | Single - Never Married |
...Just one thing that is needed...
'Just one thing that is needed!' How wonderfully you have put it!
I
am half excited about the walk, half afraid, that my lack of diligence
might hinder God's working in the lives of these precious women God has
picked for Himself. But today on my way to school I had such lightness
of heart as I thought about the coming week, how it will be such a
respite from my everyday relentless pursuit of things! There has been a
prolonged season of working hard...and rightly so...because hard we
must strive to stand before Him approved as a faithful steward (Just
like Mary was a faithful...
...resentment...
So it's all the small little things that you have allowed to accumulate into this huge resentment that you have against me! That's what you told me over the phone at 5:28 pm today. And I believed you. I knew how it felt like.
You resented me last night for not letting you drive me home. You resented me for not allowing you to take care of me the way you wanted to. You resented me for being blind to your love and affection---shown to me, may be not through your words---but through your small little deeds that you do to me daily. So you went to sleep resenting. So you woke up resenting.
I...
...beloved...
Suffering is real.
It's the Devil's way of robbing us of each other, of robbing you from me!
Today I saw tears in your eyes and imagined thousands of tormenting thoughts hidden behind your agonizing face. I saw and I knew, that you needed me, more than ever, to be (completely) on your side. It doesnt suffice for me to understand your fears, only to push them aside and then enjoy the rest of who you are. It doesnt suffice for me to watch you from a distance and say pious prayers whenever you tell me you hurt! No, it doesnt suffice!
Today I wanted to crawl inside you and feel your pain. To...
...silence...
And you have been wondering why this blog was left silent for such a long time! It's been either God or Den or both of them who listened to me all this while. I felt no need to come here to type down my thoughts...but probably the blogging season is back! Now.
I have been good. Have been keeping close to God..and I am so blessed. Everything in my life is so full of His grace: waking up early, keeping the room, beginning to cook, traveling around, prayer meeting...I feel God reaching out to embrace me and the moment that I am in. I am a slave to no-one, but a servant of righteousness. And...
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