Exit Announcement
my life is all messed up..i knew it was a gone case the moment 2005 started.
*shrug* oh well..i'l survive but the road is too tough to think about right now.
i've learnt to put myself FIRST..no one else should come before me..and i learnt it all the hard way. i have my regrets..but there's no one else who'll understand right now.
5/7/2005 : my first cigarette in a year. man, that's F*ing long..well..at least it was a Davidoff Light..might be the start of my chain smoking madness again. i can't help it..i know it's bad.
anyway, bottomline is, I'M CLOSING THIS BLOG FOR GOOD.
thanks to...
a long absence.
Boo everyone!
well..i sure havn't blogged in a long long long time..
life has been a whole lot of ups and downs lately..
alot has changed both internally and externally.
for one, i lost 4kg. Yeah! but it's all thru the stress of work and school. by the time i was done with the exams, my weight teetered on the below-50 scale. but i'm sure it's gone back to slightly more normal cos i'm not so stressed now. certainly enjoyed being a skeleton for quite awhile. my whole face and body shrunk like mad. haha.
at the peak of emaciated-ness, i fit nicely into my waist 25 capris and went...
the haunting begins...
i just can't get you outta my head
shit. of all things, Kylie's song is haunting me.
but it reflects my sentiments totally. so maybe one of the reasons why i keep getting headaches is cos I JUST CAN'T GET YOU OUTTA MY HEAD!!!
crap. i know it's only 2 months into the new year but i already know 2005 is gonna be a shit year for me. i can tell you nothing good has happened to me so far and nothing good will happen either. let's just make a checklist of all the bad things that have befallen me.
Number #1
car broke down; i went nuts, lost control and panicked like a bimbo...
