Come back
Ha! so long never blog.
The major reason is because I was drifting away from God.
I've been like learning tons during this period... I was reading David and Solomon, to find out the same thing. Back in November, I got baptized in The Holy Spirit. Then a few weeks down the road, I started walking away from God... Then I saw, a while after God renewed His promises towards David concerning the building of the temple, he committed adultery, murder, and lied. Wow!
and Solomon! after God was practically talking to Solomon, Solomon became a big time womanizer which lead him to idolatry - a fall...
Christmas
So Christmas is here, lots of people in bintang walk and sunway pyramid probably...
along with their friends, with some cocktail in their hands?
well, here I am blogging.
whats been up? it has been days and days, even weeks - it seemed that my only friend who would always be there somehow disappeared. God was somewhere?
well, I just found out, recently, I didn't love God as much as I used to before.
I felt bad. Maybe not so much because of sin...
but in a sense sin also. I somehow can't live properly without God. Its plain bad. When I was with God, there was Somebody that I shared my joy and...
sad
The last time I blogged, was like 6th. Now it is.. 19th
quite a few days. Anyway, i think I can count all the people that reads my blog, with one hand. anyway, thats good.
to start, one person came into my life. Difficult to handle. Scary, but good.
From the door to door preaching, one Indonesian girl, I think about 20 or 20++ called me up. It was quite scary, she said she wanted to be my friend. I never thought of such a thing before. I thought it was some sort of failure to minister to any Indonesians that day, I was like all rejected, the only thing was that I managed to drop down my...
quick update
running out of time.
just a short update before I really sit down and seriously blog.
I'm facing a few stuff.
one Malay girl whom I kinda met when I was preaching from door to door is asking me out to ask me about life n stuff like that, this wednesday, I have no idea what to say.
then,
bought fruits as God said. but then haven't get the chance to give them away.
when some YWAM people came for the CYZ meeting like few months ago, they said I have a pastors heart or sumthing like that. If people around me know me, I don't smile always and seldom joke, so that was quite out. So the fruits...
