bigger an better
Its amazing how the phrases "the grass is greener on the other side" and "when it rains it pours" ring so true...i cant even remember why exactly i dated whats-his-face...that relationship, though at the time was the most important thing to me, now seems so trivial...so long ago...of course, life is better now...im actually happy...i have a guy that is actually there for me...i get to see him everyday...he takes care of me...lol, and when it rains, it rly does poor...of course, i love this rainstorm of happiness...good things just keep comin...i dont have parentals to deal w/, im graduating...
a new beginning...
and so it starts...something new with someone i love...a little scary maybe...actually, a lot scary...but i know ill get through it...i have my sweetie...and i know hell be there for me whenever i need him to be...because he loves me...and i love him...bunches n bunches...forever n ever...lol...still...the realization of this new thing and what it means is a lot different than i had expected...im not sure what to think anymore...im sorry if this confuses anyone...but idk...i dont want to explain it...i dont even know how...all i know is that i love dustin, and thats all that will matter in...
fun and games
Jared : sneaky sneaky, this deed will not go unrewarded
Jared 's status is now "Available". (4/6/2005 3:42 PM)
Dustins Sweetie: what deed
Jared : u kno wut deed im talkin about
Dustins Sweetie: um, no i dont
Dustins Sweetie: ??
Jared : shrug
Jared : u will soon find out then
Jared : peace
Dustins Sweetie: i didnt do anything u bastard
Jared : lol pls no name calling
Jared : i ask for this not
Dustins Sweetie: alright, enough w/ ur "deep" way of speaking
Dustins Sweetie: i didnt do a damn thing to u
Dustins Sweetie: ur a retard
Jared : lol
Jared : no i dont...
karma
heh...wow i love karma...amazingly, jared was right...lol...karma would come back and get me for what i did for him...i treated him like he was the world...he knows it...and now i have a guy that treats me the same...ahh sweet karma...its completely awesome waking up next to the one you want to be with, having them kiss you, tell u they love you, and then bring you breakfast in bed...i wouldnt complain if it were to be like that for the rest of my life...and hopefully it will be...i love being treated like a princess...ahh...if there were a heaven, this would be it...cant wait till prom...
