|Birthday:||October 20th 1983|
|Location:||United States, Florida, Panama City|
|Height:||5' 4" (163 cm)|
|Hair Color:||Dark Brown|
|Hair Style:||Straight - Long|
|Clothing Pref.:||Thrift Store|
|Tattoo Info:||I still want the same one on my back. Maybe I'll finally just break down and get it soon..|
|Relationship Status:||Single - Never Married|
|Family Info:||Mother, Father, Little Sister, Miniature Schnauzer, Iguana Donna|
|Sexual Preference:||Gay at parties|
|Astrological Sign:||Libra (Sept 23 - Oct 23)|
|Smoking:||No. But not bothered by it|
|Liquor:||Social drinker. One or two|
|Your Home:||Live with parents|
|People/Heroes:||People tend to disappoint. Be your own hero!|
|Authors:||Sylvia Plath, Douglas Coupland, Chuck Palahniuk, Arthur Golden, Arthur Rimbaud, Poppy Z. Brite, George Orwell, Noam Chomsky, Ernest Hemingway, Kurt Vonnegut, Oscar Wilde, Emily Bronte, Franz Kafka, J.D. Salinger, Fyodor Dostoevsky|
|Music Genres:||Indie Rock, Folk Rock, Hard Rock, Acoustic, Experimental, Alternative, Trip-Hop, Ambient, Jungle, Trance, Classical|
|Bands/Artists:||AFI, Alkaline Trio, All-Time Quarterback, A Perfect Circle, Armor for Sleep, At the Drive In, Azure Ray, Bad Religion, Badly Drawn Boy, Bjork, Blonde Redhead, Boy Sets Fire, Bright Eyes, Broken Social Scene, Chevelle, Coheed and Cambria, Cursive, Daughter Darling, Depeche Mode, Desaparecidos, DJ Shadow, Dresden Dolls, Eisley, Elliott Smith, Explosions in the Sky, Filter, Fiona Apple, Fischerspooner, Garnet Crow, Her Space Holiday, HIM, Hot Hot Heat, Jane's Addiction, Jewel, Johnny Cash, Kind of Like Spitting, KMFDM, Le Tigre, Magnetic Fields, Mando Diao, Mazzy Star, Metric, Miranda Sex Garden, Muse, Neutral Milk Hotel, Nico, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, Pavement, Pedro the Lion, Pinback, PJ Harvey, Placebo, Portishead, Puffy Amiyumi, Pulp, Radiohead, Reggie and the Full Effect, Rotary 10, , Sleater-Kinney, Slint, Smashing Pumpkins, Sufjan Stevens, That Dog., The Cranberries, The Dismemberment Plan, The Flaming Lips, The Get Up Kids, The Good Life, The Killers, The Pixies, The Postal Service, The Servant, The Smiths, The Strokes, They Might Be Giants, Tool, Tori Amos, Tristeza, Violent Femmes, Weezer|
|TV Shows:||Late Night with Dave Attell, Boiling Points, News, Stand-up Comedy, Travel Documentaries|
|Movies:||28 Days Later, Dawn of the Dead, Spirited Away, Amelie, Trainspotting, Old School, Donnie Darko, Forrest Gump, Girl, Interrupted, In the Mouth of Madness, Fight Club, Interview with the Vampire, Battle Royale, Audition, Lost in Translation, Love Stinks, Nothing to Lose, Night of the Living Dead, Ringu, Ju-On, Snatch, Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels, Stigmata, American History X, Benny & Joon, Dancer in the Dark, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Requiem for a Dream, American Psycho, The Boondock Saints, Singles, The Butterfly Effect, Memento, Powder, Office Space, Garden State, and many more...|
|Actors:||Johnny Depp, River Phoenix, Will Ferrell, Christopher Walken, Gary Oldman, Edward Norton, Jake Gyllenhaal, Vince Vaughn, Steve Buscemi, Audrey Hepburn, Liv Tyler, Mena Suvari, Natalie Portman, Audrey Tautou, Angelina Jolie, Zooey Deschanel|
|Games:||Tetris, Pac-Man, Chinese Checkers, Mah Jongg, Bookworm|
|Colors:||Brown, Maroon, Black, Dark Blue, Olive Green|
|Pets/Animals:||Iguanas, Lizards in general, Puppies, Kitties, Snakes, Frogs|
|Cars/Motorcyles:||Ones that work.|
|Food:||Okinawan, Japanese, Mexican, Italian|
|Drink:||Coffee, Diet Beverages, Orange Juice, Green Tea, Mugicha, Chai Tea, Wine, Corona, Tequila, Awamori, Orion|
I went to Lauren's place last night with Lee and watched Takashi Miike's Audition with them and Loro's boyfriend Thomas. It was great. Especially for a Friday the 13th. I can't wait to see Ichi the Killer with them. Oh, and Visitor Q! I don't think I've ever known anyone who can sit through his movies and enjoy them with me, rather than be grossed out and run away. hah! ^_^ Yay! Hurray for sick fuckers!
I panicked at work just before 5:00pm on friday and ended up calling my doctor to schedule an appointment so that I could get back onto my medication. I thought I would be fine without it....
standing still and you can't see me
I am in love with you and it is no fun.
It just won't cease. What do I do? I'll just continue to watch you from afar and hope that you will see it, too? Or maybe you won't and continue to let this gap widen? Maybe you will laugh at me and call me a fool. Maybe you will stop talking to me like I think has already happened? You perplex me. I don't think I would have it any other way, though ..... to be perfectly honest. I will just wait patiently for something that may never come. It seems so far out of reach but I will still sit by the sidelines, waiting for that small chance. My heart is so...
changes are more or less a second chance.
It comes and goes like undulating waves. I'm either really down or really content. The very fact that I'm not down for months at a time is pretty nice, though. So I'm considering it an improvement.
I decided to move to Tallahassee. I don't feel I have anything to lose by leaving this town. If not that, I feel I have more to gain by picking up and going. All my shit is still in boxes in my friend's house so I'm kind of eager to get out of her and her boyfriend's hair. I feel like a burden even though I try to keep quiet and pay as much as they ask for rent.
I've been out to the gay bar a few...