An ending, and a new beginning
I had forgotten about this blog. Sorry to those who I happened to have met here for losing touch.
This blog will be removed shortly, but in the meantime I will be beginning anew at jenpuppy.blogger.com if you are interested in keeping up.
Oh Family Reunions...
Sometimes I think its funny how different I am from my family... mind you I guess its just looking at the difference between what people value in life. Looking at the fruit, I wonder how much of my family I will see in heaven, and how many I would want to see there. Sometimes I really need to pray for your heart for them because I need to see them as you do. I know I should love them, and I do, but I have a hard time with what people do, and say and how they feel about what is 'right and wrong'... I think that most of my family runs on a cultural scale of right and wrong - they adapt to...
I really don't like how I feel right now. I feel like I am two people, or like I am wearing a mask.
At times, I am really genuinely happy, and recently that is the person most of my close friends have been seeing... I've been 'up' and excited about things and just in good countenance. But there are other times (both on my own, and when I am with my friends) when I feel so empty and "dead" spiritually but I don't know what to do with those feelings and emotions. I usually end up just pulling back and going to pray on my own, or just go do something else by myself.
I don't feel like I have...
California Here I come!
NOT ONLY do I get to go to CALIFORNIA in beautiful APRIL, but I get to spend EASTER with some really cool friends of mine that I haven't seen since OCTOBER!!! WAHOO.
As you may have guessed, I am very excited.
I suppose you could call this an early birthday present (My birthday is at the end of April), but I think its awesome. I have wanted to go for several months but things couldn't work out, but now they have and I am SO HAPPY.
I booked the flight tonight, and its non-refundable, so ching ching its in the works, no turning back now baby.
Anyways, I have to work in about...