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the problem in me is that i never change. never even tried to move an inch. that's why im always stuck here. what a pathetic life i have. sigh.
in one month time, i'll be in china. hoooorrayy!! im looking forward to it. till then, i swear and promise i'll nvr contact xk until i come home. i will be good for both of us. not that im being 'xiao qi' to her or anything. i figure out is better we live that way. losing her i lose alot. she have been my closest friend so far. she gave me strength to everythiing. bcos of her, i manage to cast away my fear. really, to lose her i lose a lot. nvr i...
cold treatment.
Eversince i fought wit xk that night, mainly is her fault for caci-ing my bro. she started to give me, cold treatment. i dont know why i bother but i really DO care. and it hurts like hell(eventhough nv been thru thr). why? is thr something she not telling me? she use to tell me everything but now.. heck. i hate this.
get back to chem report. bye.
walk the talk
people been talking about me. i dont like the feeling that everyone evrywhere knows everything about me. is fucking annoying. esp when people come to u and act like they care when they actually dont.
fought with xk. officially ignoring me eventhough xk is at wrong. wtf? and why do i care?
tired
so tired. sacrifice so much for her and this is how she backfire me.
malacca-- this sat -- the moment i awaited and look forward for -- is canceled. im fucking pissed off.
