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Caro
| Main blog: | Canadian in US Eh | | Gender: | Female | | Occupation: | Student | | Race/lineage: | White / Caucasian | | Location: | Canada |
| Body Size: | Average | | Height: | 5' 7" (170 cm) | | Eyes: | Hazel Blue | | Vision: | Contact lenses | | Hair Color: | Sandy Blonde | | Hair Style: | Straight - Medium | | Skin Tone: | Light | | Best Feature: | Hair | | Clothing Pref.: | Practical | | Tattoo Info: | ...Dude, I'm too much of a geek for tattoos. | | Piercing Info: | Once in each earlobe, and once in the cartilage of my left ear. | | More Details: | More details? What more do you want to know? |
| Relationship Status: | Single - Never Married | | Family Info: | I suppose you could say that I have a big family... | | Sexual Preference: | Straight/Heterosexual | | Astrological Sign: | Gemini (May 21 - June 21) | | Existing as: | Vampyre | | Smoking: | No Way | | Exercise: | Walking to the car only | | Your Home: | Live with parents | | Biography/About: | I am me. Surprisingly, I am no one else. That I am aware of. And I love being online and stuff. | | Likes: | technology, the internet, computer games, sleeping, eating... | | Dislikes: | gym class, waking up early, broccoli | | Interests: | anient egyptian mythology, ancient greek mythology, sleep, behavior/psychology, dreaming |
| Books: | Sphere, Jurassic Park, The Lost World, Prey, Harry Potter, Eragon, The Lovely Bones, 2010 Oddesey 2, 2001 a Space Oddessey, Romeo and Juliet, The Ultimate Hitch-Hikers Guide to the Galaxy, In Cold Blood, The Da Vinci Code, The Green Mile, Timeline, too many more to count | | Authors: | MICHAEL CRICHTON, Arthur C. Clarke, Douglas Adams, Dan Brown, Stephen King | | Music Genres: | Rock, pop, certain hip-hop/rap | | Bands/Artists: | Bowling for Soup, Barenaked Ladies, Maroon 5, Avril Lavigne, Aerosmith, Green Day, The Killers, Fall Out Boy, American Hi-Fi, Black Eyed Peas, 3 Doors Down, Good Charlotte, Simple Plan, Queen, All American Rejects, Relient K, Taking Back Sunday, The Fray | | Albums/CDs: | Anything from the above | | Songs: | Anything from the above | | TV Shows: | Friends, CSI, Two and a Half Men, Gilmore Girls, House, Criminal Minds, Smallville, Whose Line Is It Anyway, Ghost Whisperer, Bones, | | Movies: | Hitch, I,Robot, all Star Wars, Indiana Jones, The Incredibles, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Chicago, Grease, Spiderman, Spiderman2, Bruce Almighty, War of the Worlds, City of Angels, 13 Going On 30, Superman Returns | | Actors: | anyone who was on friends, Will Smith, Jim Carrey, | | Sports: | tennis, skiing | | Colors: | blue, black, green | | Pets/Animals: | a gallumphing old english sheepdog "puppy" | | Season: | Spring | | Food: | steak, red meat in general | | Drink: | pop or 'soda' as you americans refer to it as | | Quotes: | check out my blog's side section for about a million quotes | | |
My Banality
So I am going to use this blog as an outlet for everything I'm feeling right now. I hate to feel that I'm no better than the masses of teenagers who whine and complain and moan on the internet...but I really am no better than them, I suppose.
The thing is this. My boyfriend left me.
Yes, I know, it's a very banal sort of unhappiness but it is my unhappiness nevertheless and I reserve the right to whine and complain and moan on the internet.
I'm in a lot of pain. I don't fully understand why he chose to do this, but it hurts. I thought that we were doing really well, and I was really happy...
A Mute Freshman's Nostalgia
It hasn't quite hit me yet that I am no longer a student in high school. It's really weird. It's like, yeah, I'm sleeping in while my siblings are still getting up at ungodly hours of the morning, and yeah I have nothing to do all day, but no way am I graduated.
That's only for cool people. And I am certainly not one of those awesome seniors who are really no longer seniors but always will remain in my memory as such. I am definitely not cool enough to be one of them, no way no how. I am way too much of a high school student to be done with it.
I mean, I've spent a good quarter of my life...
Friends, Romans, Countrymen, Lend Me Your Ears...
Hello, my name is Carolyn.
I’m the girl you neglected.
The girl you rejected.
The girl who is just looking for meaning in this lifeless
world.
The girl with whom you shared your secrets.
The girl with whom you shared sleepovers,
And parties
And happiness.
But where is that happiness now?
Lost so easily to judgment, to discord?
I stand by choices I have made,
Choices that drive my happiness further and further away.
Why can’t you stand by my choices too?
Do you understand when you look at me
That I know we’re drifting apart
And it kills me...
Failure on a Cosmic Level! Except Not.
I have suffered many unpleasant things in my life. I have lived through gym class, Sunday nights wasted at church, sex ed, poor decisions, sickness, break-ups, extreme pain, and so on and so on, but I must say that applying to college is the single most horrible thing that I have ever done.
There is nothing that could make you feel like more of a failure than finally finishing the basic information section of an application, submitting it, and immediately realized that you made a possibly simply minor mistake. Or, finishing the basic information section and realizing several weeks later that...
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