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Kaisa
| Main blog: | Stash of secrets | | Birthday: | February 5th | | Gender: | Female | | Occupation: | Technical / Computers | | Education: | High school, Graduate degree, School of life | | Religion: | Spiritual but not religious | | Service Attendance: | Rarely | | Race/lineage: | White / Caucasian | | Location: | Estonia, Tallinn |
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| Body Size: | Average | | Height: | 5' 7" (170 cm) | | Eyes: | Pale Blue | | Vision: | Contact lenses | | Hair Color: | Platinum Blonde | | Hair Style: | Straight - Medium | | Facial Hair: | None | | Skin Tone: | Light | | Best Feature: | Eyes | | Clothing Pref.: | Practical | | Undies: | Thong | | Tattoo Info: | None, yet... | | Piercing Info: | Ears, Tongue | | First thing you'll notice: | It's the damn smile that makes them curious... |
| Relationship Status: | Single - Never Married | | Family Info: | 2 brothers, mum and dad and 2 cats called Killu & Stiiv who absolutely drive me crazy. + those few friends that hang in there with me. | | Sexual Preference: | Straight/Heterosexual | | Astrological Sign: | Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18) | | Existing as: | Faerykin | | Smoking: | Occasionally | | Liquor: | Social drinker. One or two | | Exercise: | Regularly | | Your Home: | Live with pets | | Biography/About: | Born in Tartu, Estonia, now living in Tallinn. | | Likes: | handicraft, playing the piano, classical music, jazz, making love, romance, drawing, hip-hop dancing, singing, karaoke | | Dislikes: | liars, alcohol, smoking, people who use others, boring people | | Interests: | handicraft, singing, hip-hop, dancing, |
| People/Heroes: | My grandmother, | | Books: | Kadri*Kasuema, Dragonlance books, The Novice, The hobbit, | | Authors: | Trudi Canavan, Silvia Rannamaa, Barbara Cartland, | | Music Genres: | jazz, classical, trip-hop, guitar/pop, 90's pop, various | | Bands/Artists: | Annett Louisan, Roxette, Morcheeba, Skye Edwards, Incubus, Keiko Matsui, Within Temptations, Sarah Brightman, Nightwish, Evanescence, ABBA, Ines, Mihkel Mattiisen, Crux, Jaxy, Mandy Moore, HIM, 90's in Estonian music, Stephanie McIntosh, Linkin Park, Sara Bareilles, SOAD, Sonata Arctica, Toto, Jack Johnson, Lacuna Coil, Dagö, Jason Mraz, Justin Nozuka, Yiruma, John Legend, Anna Nalick, Conjure One, Massive Attack, Corinne Bailey Rae, Zero 7, Eriti Kurva Muusika Ansambel, Tuksam ja sőbrad, Jonatha Brooke, smooth jazz, trip hop etc... | | Albums/CDs: | Boheme, Unausgesprochen, Little Voice, It's time, Call Me Irresponsible, | | Songs: | Vonda Shepard - Maryland, Kansas - Dust in the wind, Westlife - Seasons in the sun, Jaxy - Bad stuff, Jaxy - Fade away, Incubus - Drive, Incubus - I miss you, Incubus - Stellar, Skye Edwards - Calling, Skye Edwards - Love Show, Morcheeba - Rome wasn't built in a day, Frou Frou - Shh, Kosheen - Face in the crowd, Michael Buble - Everything, Michael Buble - Home, Michael Buble - Lost, Conjure One - Center of the sun, | | TV Shows: | Scrubs, Sex and the city, Heroes, Gossip Girl, House MD, 90210, Cupid, The Sanctuary, Legend of the Seeker, Merlin, Bones, Stargate SG-1, Charmed, Trust me, Tuultepealne maa, Ohtlik lend, Kelgukoerad. | | Movies: | A Good Year, Once, Under the Tuscan Sun, The Sound of Music, The Lake House, No Reservations, Gladiator, Transformers, My Girl, Die Hard 4.0, Ae Fond Kiss, PS. I Love You, The Notebook, Keith, The Mistress of Spices, A Walk to Remember, Step Up I/II, Shall We Dance, Take The Lead, The Devil Wears Prada, I Am Sam, The Pursuit of Happyness, Seven Pounds, He's just not that into you, The Other End of the Line, Stolen Memories, Over The Hedge, Finding Nemo, Ice Age (I/II), Madagascar (I/II), The Emperor's New Groove | | Actors: | Meryl Streep, Julia Roberts, Sandra Bullock, Drew Barrymore, Zach Braff, Nicholas Cage, George Clooney, Brad Pitt, Ben Affleck, Justin Long, Bruce Willis, Scarlett Johansen, Keri Russell, Russell Crowe, Gerard Butler, Renée Zellweger, more to come... | | Games: | Sea Battle, Caesar III, Theme Hospital, Transport Tycoon | | Sports: | swimming, hip-hop | | Colors: | blue, turquoise | | Pets/Animals: | cats | | Season: | autumn, winter | | Food: | Chinese, Japanese, Estonian | | Drink: | Blue Lagoon, Vana Tallinn Orange Cream, Blue Angel, Rum&Coke, Screwdriver, Blue Monday, Kamikaze | | Quotes: | Don't worry! It's all gonna turn out fine!" - "How???!!??!!!" - "Don't know... It's a mystery.." :) | | Position: | You've gotta find that out yourself... who's in my bed, knows. |
Vaido Neigaus - Kőigest loobunud
Please let me get what I want this time...
Good times for a change
See, the luck I've had
Can make a good man
Turn bad
So please please please
Let me, let me, let me
Let me get what I want
This time
Haven't had a dream in a long time
See, the life I've had
Can make a good man bad
So for once in my life
Let me get what I want
Lord knows, it would be the first time
Lord knows, it would be the first time
Popping out the bubble...
It's sad how things have to go on. In a way it is... it's sad to find out once again that people who you thought had shared everything with you actually have played along. Making a face that is better than everything is. For me it feels like betrayal... I don't know if it's fair or not. I've been living in my little bubble way too long. It's making me sick, it's making me sad... and coming back to reality is simply s*.
I wanted to tell him that he's been existing on another "wall" for a longer time than he's aware of... but I wont. I'll just erase that wall and let it be and fade into the...
I'm starting all over again...
I'm trying to find words to explain, what I'm feeling. From one side it's relief, 'cause I don't have to guess any more... guess what his feelings are for me. On the other side, I'm sad... the response I got was definitely not what I expected. I got another "no"... from another man. I'm not giving up, I'm heart-broken, I just need time to get over yet another guy that didn't think I was the one for him.
After all these months, weeks, days, all the time that I invested in it... I'm feeling empty. I'm feeling all used up and emotionless. I almost cried in the trolleybus, I almost cried in the...
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