New Freshness
I got a new layout because I've kind of been cleaning out a lot of areas of my life. I don't want old memories dragging me down. So a fresh clean start is just the thing.
I've been doing a lot of research on Pernicious Anemia, seeing as I was diagnosed with it on Tuesday. It's a rather Interesting little blood disorder. My body can't absorb B-12 which is a big deal since that regulates a lot in your body. It keeps everything in check from fatigue, heart rate, stomach problems, a lot is covered by this one little thing. I've learned a lot and have checked out my treatment options and the...
Rain in the desert
Sometimes nature reflects what is going on with you. We had thunderstorms in the desert, quenching all the parched ground, making rainbows, cooling down the air and settling the dust. My life seemed to do the same. Love quenching my parched lips, rainbows showing the way to peace, and life settling down to hopefull places.
It's odd to look at where I am today. Where my life has gone and is going, what the lives of those around me are doing. My life is a fight, no mistaking that, but I'm starting to win some rounds.
J had his first surgery and came through fabulously. He is home for another...
Let's start a RIOT in me.
They taped over your mouth. Scribbled out the truth. With their lies. Your little spies.
Things have been hard lately. Work is just, hectic. J is never home, they have him traveling 3 weeks out of every month. So I'm on my own a lot and that gives me a lot of time alone with my own thoughts. Certain people I have/had in my life make me very angry these days. I mean it's a physical reaction when I think of them. I'm not going to name names because I don't know who all reads this. The whole thing is that you spend so much time and energy on a person, friendship or romantic, and you...
Insomniatic
I feel like no one even looks at this anymore. Which is kind of why I've slowed down on writing here.
Anyway.
J is in California for 2 weeks. It's hard because we miss eachother very badly. It's been especially hard on me this time because when he left my job went crazy. I was hired to work here as a receptionist, and did so for the first month. Well in the past two weeks the have decided to make me an accountant/receptionist. Now I know what you are probably thinking, how can you be doing all of the accounting and answer phones, with no problems. Well it's really not been easy. It's...
