erratum
so, that chapter was not officialy over. well, i hope it is now or to be sure, after this week or the next.
i want to start looking forward to things. i want to start having plans again.
what you missed
a whole chapter of my life..
a part that i sort of want to erase but was able to make me happy.. so, i'm not sure if i regret it or what.
all i can say is i'm sorry. but what does sorry really mean?
Saying you're sorry is called apologizing. When you apologize, you're telling someone that you're sorry for the hurt you caused, even if you didn't do it on purpose. People who are apologizing might also say that they will try to do better. They might promise to fix or replace what was broken or take back a mean thing they said.
How Does It Make You Feel?
When you apologize to someone —...
11 Painful Things
1. Bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget. stitch
2. Reminiscin' the good times. stitch
3. Trying to hide what you really feel. stitch
4. Loving someone who loves another. too many to mention.. will, empi
5. Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last. stitch
6. Shielding your heart to love somebody. will, stitch,
7. Loving a person too much. stitch
8. Right love at the wrong time. jimmy
9. Taking risk to fall in love again. stitch, ron, right now
10. Accepting that it was never meant to be. stitch
11. What if's... will, jimmy, empi and...
confession
i texted.. i asked.. and as usual.. no reply. since, this would be nothing new, i was not disappointed. i would even be scared if there was a reply since, basically, i don't think i'm ready.. in every aspect.
i stopped myself from texting him.. because i don't really know what to say.. wel, there are things i want to say, but all would look very trampy.. and i don't want that. i even thought of sending out an email with his message, period. but that would be so, untimely. i think. i should wait till my birthday, maybe and make sure i have no extra baggage left.
as usual, this would...
