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cAnAz
| Main blog: | a PieCE oF gLAsS | | Age: | 23 | | Birthday: | December 29th 1984 | | Gender: | Female | | Occupation: | Student | | Education: | High school, Bachelors degree | | Religion: | Muslim | | Service Attendance: | More than once a week | | Race/lineage: | Asian | | Location: | Japan |
| Body Size: | Thin | | Height: | 5' 3" (160 cm) | | Eyes: | Dark Brown | | Vision: | Contact lenses | | Hair Color: | Black | | Hair Style: | Ever Changing | | Facial Hair: | None | | Skin Tone: | Fair | | Best Feature: | Sweet spot | | Clothing Pref.: | Practical | | Undies: | Briefs - Bikini | | Tattoo Info: | I'd love to have tattoos but I can't have tattoos. I am an obliged Muslim~ ^ ^ | | Piercing Info: | Can you believe I have no pierce at all? Yeah, I seriously don't. | | More Details: | no more details |
| Relationship Status: | Married | | Family Info: | The normal ones. Parents and siblings. 7 of them and I am the first. *proud to be one* | | Sexual Preference: | Straight/Heterosexual | | Astrological Sign: | Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19) | | Existing as: | Human | | Smoking: | No Way | | Liquor: | Never | | Exercise: | Walking to the car only | | Your Home: | Live alone | | Biography/About: | just plain me who is never happy and satisfied about my own life except for the fact that i have a happy family, a healthy body, and a perfect boyfriend to go with it | | Likes: | read ..::.. listening to musics ..::.. eat ..::.. dating ..::.. cooking ..::.. shopping ..::.. sleeping | | Dislikes: | everything about dying ..::.. ignorant people ..::.. undisciplined people ..::.. people who makes me wait | | Interests: | happiness ..::.. money ..::.. peaceful and harmony world ..::.. being in love |
::My Impossible Wish::
Ever since we've decided to settle down, I've been having this one person constantly lingering in my mind. It's not like I don't think of him at other time, but given the circumstances....... My heart almost splits into two everytime I am reminded of this little boy.
My late brother.
How am I going to get married with him not being around anymore?
I just can't imagine being at a family gathering where everyone is suppose to be happy, excited (and exhausted at the same time), and he is just not there!
I am heading towards the less healthy side of the emotional string. I am starting to feel...
::BIG Plans::
Big big plans..
And it is already in motion.
I am nervous, as I should be.
Scared too, of course.
Determined, as I should be.
Hesitation? No, none at all.
I've waited for this moment to come for quite some time, and it is finally here.
FINALLY!
I know I shouldn't rush into things, but it has been too long. And long is not good. Especially when lotsa sick and twisted things can happen, intentionally, or accidentally. So it should be better to keep the "long" part shorter.
I sincerely hope everything will be fine, and God please ya Allah, please help me get through this. Let me do...
::On Life..Love..and Work::
Hello!! To myself..(sbb apparently this blog is dead)
Sorry darling! Have been neglecting you too much!
.::On Work and Life::.
Have been working for a little bit over 6 months. Yeap it has been that long! Duit pun of course la dah bertampuk-tampuk simpan. Thanks to living with my parents! And I haven't bought anything (percayakah saya tidak bershopping langsung semenjak balik dari Japan?!!) Last time I shopped was in London, and that was not my money...so..I managed to save a lot of money! Selamat la duitku... Working life is fine. I like the fact that I can...
::Muda Muda Muda::
Not talking about some guy named "Muda"...
What I'm trying to say is...I AM OLD!
Well..at least I FEEL old..
I work in a factory..the place where I'm working now have so many guys yang kacak2, sesuai la nak cuci mata siang2. Hahaha. Just sebagai pembakar semangat nak pergi kerja la kan. Anyway.....I have found 3 guys worth looking at, but all of them are younger than me. Wah saya mahu jadi p*a*e*d*o*p*h*i*l*e kah? No, not really..never gonna be one either. The guys are just younger by 1 or 2 years je la.
The thing is.....damn..semua lelaki kacak dah menjadi semakin muda. Meaning = I am...
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