|
|
Anjelle
| Main blog: | Moon and Sun | | Age: | 24 | | Birthday: | December 8th 1983 | | Gender: | Female | | Occupation: | Administrative / Secretarial | | Religion: | Spiritual but not religious | | Location: | United States, Oregon |
| Body Size: | Few extra pounds | | Height: | 4' 11" (150 cm) | | Eyes: | Brown | | Vision: | Glasses/Spectacles | | Hair Color: | Dark Brown | | Hair Style: | Ever Changing | | Clothing Pref.: | Nude | | Tattoo Info: | Star design on my ankle. Dragonfly in the future. |
| Relationship Status: | Separated - Involved | | Family Info: | Just me & the Nolan (Born April 9th, 2005) | | Sexual Preference: | Often | | Astrological Sign: | Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21) | | Existing as: | Angel- no wings | | Smoking: | Occasionally | | Liquor: | Social drinker. One or two | | Exercise: | Occasionally | | Your Home: | Live with roommate(s) | | Biography/About: | Just a soft soul, looking toward the light and revelling in the shadows. | | Likes: | Candles, Crafts, Books, Family, Baking, Ropes, Crops, and submitting to a Delicious Daddy Dominant | | Dislikes: | Egomaniacs, Scat, Destruction of Beauty, Overindulgence, Hatred, Imbalance |
| People/Heroes: | my mother, my son, | | Colors: | Purple, Blue, Green, Brown | | Pets/Animals: | One sweet kitty cat, ball python, bearded dragon, leopard gecko | | Cars/Motorcyles: | Chevy Cobalt, baby, oh yeah | | Season: | Autumn, Spring | | Food: | Anything exquisitely rich or spicey, intense foods, nothing bland | | Quotes: | "I think the law of gravity would crumble under your scrutiny if your heart were involved" -- M | | Position: | bottom |
Here's Some Attention
Every day it's something new, but it's the same old thing. Different
acts of the same behavior. Different excuses for the same attitude.
Promises of change, but no proof.
I've run out of ideas. I don't have the energy to even think about it
any more. I'm losing the will to try to be nice about it. What does
that leave me? I have a responsibility but no desire. I'm beginning to
wonder if there's any point in taking responsibility for someone who
takes none of their own. I spend more time annoyed than enjoyed. No one
is happy.
Congratulations. You made it back into my blog.
Totem Animals
Both of my grandmothers are still living, and yet when I speak to the crow in my mind, she is Grandmother.
My mother has none of the qualities of a big cat, and yet when the panther appeared in my dream, I called her Mother.
I find myself wondering if this is subconscious pretense or true
spiritual awareness. Either way, it continues without my effort or
intention.
Thoughts
I'm leaning more toward privacy these days. I have a lot to say, but I hesitate to write any of it. This person or that one might be reading. Or perhaps it's just that I spend so much more time discussing things with Hubby than I once did.
Lost and Found
I disappeared for a while. Not just from my blog -- it felt like I wasn't part of my own life. Every day I was... Disconnected. Distant. I nearly lost my job because I couldn't focus on what I was doing. I wasn't giving anything or anyone the attention needed.
I think I'm coming back. I've started taking my music to work again. I do still have a job, thank goodness. And I'm working on a couple new projects with yarn.
Thank you to my loves, for being patient with me.
|
|
