The end..
it ws not even a 1 month reltionship
i agreed we went too fast..
i can slow down.
i am willing to change for u .
why dun u just understand?
i realli love u...
is it just a fling for u ??
is it??
answer me..
i am tired of the facade tht i had to put up in school
i want to cry..
just cry..all alone..
Cry..
i love u so much..
and u said u preferred us being just bro and sis?
why are u doing this to me?
what hve i done to u..
When i've finally open my heart to u..
you do this to me..
u reject my love.
u stabbed my heart..
u just dun want me anymore..
After all that we had been...
i miss him
omg!!!
eversince my lappie spoilt
i feel that i cant contact my darling..
i cant read his blog.
luckily...desktop(supper lagger) came to the rescue
accompanied by my waterproof/washable keyboard ....
Muahaha..
i cant stand the lagness..
buying a new lappie soon^^
i miss my dearie..
i miss him so much.,,
At numbers and minipub..i kept on thinking about him..
thats most probably the reason why i dun get drunk..i guess..
But i miss him so much ..
i just wnt to see him again
i want to feel his presence
i want to hg him again..
i want to smell him..
he is like a drug to me..
Now that i'm...
Cold day-.-
So tired~~
tired...
T.T Stuck with Debts ..
in addition to the burden-> im broke..
Not to mention- MY 18th birthday is approaching..
Walau..
More like 18th symbolizes how broke i'm going to get..
Cant even afford proper meals these days
Makes me appreciate even the most pathetic sip of soft drink..
makes me sad to know that i cant afford..
Makes me angry to know that my family is well-off but just..a lil
Well..
Lets just not talk about it..
Cant rely on them forever.
Never rely on ureliable sponsors..
Haix..
So not looking foward to the disastrous 18th birthday..
I should be appreciative...
Love him=)
Har na..
If xav were to be reading this..
he would "pacifica- never knew u could love..Aww...share some with me hao ma?"
What ever Xav-.-'
To julian-> _|_
oops..too rude..
Anyway the main topic..
limelight tonight is on him..
i love him.=X
We are Tight on Cash These Few days..
Also meant that we cant sui bian spend lai spend qu
cannot anyhow travel also..
Life in singapore is so expensive..
But,
so What.
i love you.
Just seeing him smile makes me happi =)
All i wanted is to see him happi^^
i would never dare to ask for anything more=X
I will love him
Treasure him
Care for...
