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Britton
| Main blog: | Xaos | | Birthday: | July 6th | | Gender: | Female | | Religion: | Atheist | | Race/lineage: | White / Caucasian | | Location: | United States, California |
| Height: | 5' 8" (173 cm) | | Eyes: | Brown | | Hair Color: | Brown |
| Authors: | blake, sexton, dickinson, thoreau, plath | | Music Genres: | industrial, symphonic black metal, doom metal, psybient/psytrance/goa, experimental classical, noize, gothrock | | Food: | narcotic analgesics. | | Drink: | espresso. | | Position: | one of infinite advantage. |
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i want to come home for christmas with a bull-ring through my fucking nose. among other things...
i'm nearly 27 and i've never allowed myself to look the way i want to look. so, yeah. that's what i'm gonna do. that's my first New-Kid-On-The-Block project. the expression, not the "band". (did i need to clarify that, really?)
new city. new state. good time to break out.
there's a ton of shit i want to do and i'm finally starting to believe that, not only *can* i do it, but that it is imperative that i *do*. and not all of it is appearance-related. much of it is internal.
by the...
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so, get this: today, i wasn't sad.
(pause for effect.)
i know, right? i actually had a totally tear-less day. oh, ok, no, i didn't. but the tears i did have weren't those awful, ripped-soul tears. they were just "i miss my friends" tears. which isn't so bad. and they were brief. in fact---i was able to think about *other* stuff today. like moving. and piercings. and science (YAY!)
so, there's pretty much no way that i am going to be able to get a job that pays decently with metal stuck in my face...i may have to work on this idea.
also...
FUCKING CANDLEMASS IS PLAYING IN...
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my ipod contains songs from john denver, peter, paul & mary, and dolly parton. little bit o' patsy cline. little bit o' johhny cash.
then there's the nitzer ebb and the laibach. the combichrist, the einsturzende neubauten. the skinny puppy and coil.
then there's the infected mushroom, skazi, yahel, GMS, huxflux (not to be confused with koxbox,) psynina, juno reactor and orbital...
then there's garth brooks and carrie *ghasp!* underwood.
then there's justin timberlake and 50 cent.
then there's bathory and candlemass and helloween and strapping young lad. the angtoria, the my...
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so, as it turns out, laughing makes me feel good.
O___O
i think i should arrange it so that i laugh, often. because feeling good beats the hell out of feeling bad. go figure.
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