Happy 23rd Birthday Steven!
How can I possibly have a happy birthday
When you are, from my hug, miles away
Till you come back again to me, I’ll wait
With you in my hug, I want to celebrate
I’ll taste what best chef can never make
Your sweet lips will be my birthday cake
I’ll listen to your voice that I miss so long
Your hot words will be my birthday song
I’ll wait for you to be, in my hug, present
You will be my special birthday present..
For Shonda
Been along time...
Well there is so much to talk about I dont even know where to start..
Ive been afk for awhile now had to get get some personal shit takin
care of.. but all thats mostly out of the way now... Im back online and
gonna try to get back to writing as much as I can in the next few days
since I have alot of time on my hands for now...
I was recently diagnosed
with a sleeping disorder known as " sleep paralysis" ..and the episodes
are starting to get more frequent...Sleep paralysis, or more properly,
sleep paralysis with hypnagogic and
hypnopompic hallucinations have been...
Cant seem to forget you....
I have seen you in the morning
your hair in diarray
sleepiness still in your eyes
you're not quite wide awake
even with that funny sleepy look
your beauty makes my heart ache
I've seen you dressed to bum around
or maybe work in the yard
seeing you look just everyday
it makes my heart beat hard
late one afternoon you were just repotting plants
the sun lit your hair to look like gold as it hung out of place
you squinted hard the setting sun was in your face
and flashed a smile that seemed just for me
and my heart began to race
I remember thinking at that moment
you never did anything
without...
Hrmmmmmm
He is coming..............He is coming back.......... 3 days..... The Return of "The Mack".... Steve-O-Mack
