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Nik
| Main blog: | //Dark.Requiem | | Age: | 20 | | Birthday: | March 14th 1988 | | Gender: | Male | | Occupation: | Artistic / Creative | | Education: | High school, School of life | | Religion: | Wicca | | Race/lineage: | White / Caucasian | | Location: | Canada, Ontario, Cooksville |
| Body Size: | Average | | Height: | 5' 9" (175 cm) | | Eyes: | Pale Blue | | Vision: | Contact lenses | | Hair Color: | Blonde | | Hair Style: | Straight - Long | | Facial Hair: | Goatee | | Skin Tone: | Fair | | Best Feature: | Eyes | | Clothing Pref.: | Cozy | | Undies: | Boxers | | Piercing Info: | I plan on double piercing the top of my left ear and perhaps my eyebrow. |
| Relationship Status: | Single - Never Married | | Sexual Preference: | Bisexual | | Astrological Sign: | Pisces (Feb 19 - March 20) | | Existing as: | Extraterrestrial | | Smoking: | No Way | | Biography/About: | A long shaggy haired. blue eyed lover of anime, dark rock/metal and, synth but I like pretty much anything except rap and, some pop but mostly I'm just not a fan of mainstream music. I'm an artist and a Neo-Pagan(Wiccan to be exact). I'm fully Candian/Polish. Anti-conservative, as far left as you can get, a bit on the shy side and, more than a tad eccentric. | | Likes: | music; drawing; art; philosophy; debating; writing; linux; Sonic; anime; manga; comics; | | Dislikes: | hypocrites; homophobes; absolutists; rap; conservatism; Bush; the military; microsoft; corporations | | Interests: | Anime, Drawing, Writing, Music, Philosophy, Different Cultures, Linux, Plotting Microsoft's Doom, Illustraton, Art, Comics, Manga, Satire, Sci-fi, Fantasy, Alternative, |
| Books: | Hitchhikers Guide To The Galaxy, Time Of The Great Freeze, Jennifer Government, 2001, | | Authors: | Robert Silverberg | | Music Genres: | Goth, Synth, Post-Punk, Triprock, Ethereal, Black/Doom Metal, New Age, Electro Rock, Celtic, EBM, Industrial Dance, Darkwave, Darksynth, Shoegaze, Experimental, Progressive | | Bands/Artists: | The Gathering, All About Eve, Depeche Mode, Colony 5, Garbage, Lacuna Coil, Beseech, Butterfly Messiah, Metric, Tori Amos, Flowing Tears, Radiohead, Massive Attack, The Smiths, Unfinished Thought, The Birthday Massacre, Death Cab For Cutie, The Postal Service, Pluto, Ladytron, Nine Inch Nails, | | Albums/CDs: | Violator, If_Then_Else, Souvenirs, Void, Beautiful Garbage, Halflife, Ultraviolet, How To Measure A Planet?, Ultra, Live It Out, Witching Hour, | | Songs: | Blue Monday, May Song, Useless, Crooked Teeth, This Place Is A Prison, A Life All Mine, Real Men, Raspberry Swirl, Title And Registration, Amity, Debris, Kevin's Telescope, Probably Built In The Fifties, Sugar, Soft Power, Weekend, Love Will Tear Us Apart, Herbal Movement, Shot To Pieces, Shortest Day, Aeon, Virtual, the Reason Why, Cracked LCD, Soon, Live It Out, Dead Disco | | TV Shows: | Andromeda, Rave, Outlaw Star, Evangelion, Slayers, Stargate, Monty Python's Flying Circus, Married with Children, Air Farce, Dead Like Me, Naruto, Tsubasa Chronicle, Aa Megumi-sama!, | | Movies: | Metropolis, Monty Python's The Meaining Of Life, Pink Floyd's The Wall, Stara Basn, Princess Mononoke, Stargate, Sin City, | | Games: | Tales Of Symphonia, Sonic 3 And Knuckles, Goldensun, Phantasy Star Online, Eternal Darkness: Sanity's Requiem, | | Sports: | Snowboarding | | Colors: | Dark Blue, Grey-blue, Grey, Black, Red, Sllver | | Food: | Sushi, Sashimi, Noodles, Pasta, Cabbage Rolls, Udon, | | Drink: | Green Tea | | Quotes: | I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for I try to be, | | Comics/Graphic Novels | By The Sword; Loddos Wars; Slayers; Ragnarok; Comic Party; Xin; FSC; Cannon Busters; A Sort Of Homecoming; Sin City |
| Deviant Art | http://nikoshi.deviantart.com |
| Deadjournal | http://www.deadjournal.com/~nikoshi |
| Livejournal | http://www.livejournal.com/~nikoshi |
Hmmm...
Feels good to have let all that out. I'm oddly mellow now. Perhaps a bit apathetic though. Meh, anyway I've hit a bit of a rut when it comes to drawing. Can't seem to get the drive to do it and when I do I have no clue what to draw or I hate the drawing cause I suck. Yep. Erm... I've also noticed that my depression seems to kick in at the same time lately. In third period, a bit after lunch I'm so down lately. Especially today but I guess it was intensified by that which set it off. I've currently friends-only-ed the entries from back in February today. It's about time as I plan to friends...
Not that it matters
...But I'm alive though a bit annoyed. Not worth my nerves really though. Today's been sucky and depresseing. So therefore I give up. I will not bother with people who couldn't give a fuck about me if they tried. A big fat "Fuck you" I say to them. I tire of my dealings with people so few are actually worth caring about. And stupid me, I do. Because it's my nature, and I can't fight that. Because I actually try to give be people the benifit of the doubt. Because I simply do not give up on friends. Silly me, silly me. Most wouldn't do the same for me and I have seen this many times with many...
No Internet --;;
Bah, it appears my connection has completely died on me for now. It refuses to connect to the network. Worst of all as I changed my CD configuration, the damn thing no longer reads boot discs so I couldn't fix it if I wanted to. I've tried everything. Bah.
Ugh...
After all that good mood I'm left well, kinda blah. Thoughts that have been tormenting me seem to have returned again making me a bit on the depressed side. Then of course the fascist got me angry this morning. Ugh... at least it's Thursday... *sigh*
On a more positive note I've decided to renew my attempts to learn Japanese.
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