|Birthday:||June 2nd 1982|
|Religion:||Spiritual but not religious|
|Race/lineage:||White / Caucasian|
|Location:||United States, Florida, Jacksonville|
|Height:||6' 1" (185 cm)|
|Hair Color:||Sandy Blonde|
|Hair Style:||Straight - Short|
|Tattoo Info:||Just the ones in my head. They talk to me sometimes and ask to play on my skin but I always tell them to shut up.|
|Piercing Info:||I have had holes in me before but no jewelry to put in them. Just bandaid brand cuz bandaids are stuck on me.|
|More Details:||To tell the truth my best feature is definatly my smile, I mean what the hell they don't even give that as a option.|
|Relationship Status:||Single - Involved|
|Family Info:||I come from a mommy and a daddy. They did the whoopie and I was born. The last of 4 children.|
|Astrological Sign:||Gemini (May 21 - June 21)|
|Smoking:||No. But not bothered by it|
|Liquor:||Social drinker. One or two|
|Your Home:||Live with roommate(s)|
|Biography/About:||(this is old the whole damn thing but it amuses me so I am not going to change it.)
Oh, so you think just because you spend a little time to get to know me you are going to get some good info about me. Well...... some info anyway. I am a philosopher which makes me think to much, analyze to much and feel to much. Yea that is right one of those guys that is in touch with his feelings. One of those sorry slobs that actually care. Yea that means I write poetry. So in other words I am who I am. Hard to deal with (neurotic) but worth it (Loyal). Dammit. You made me say things about me. Damn you. But in a good way. I mainly say that so if you go to hell you are always warm. :)|
|Likes:||Thinking, Understanding, Reading, Writing, Applesause, Massage, Violins, Touch, Rain, Truth, Quotes, Blankets, Conversation, Wind, Willpower, Hope, and a Girl.|
|Dislikes:||Thinking too much, Analyzing too much, Not understanding anything, Being alone, Spongebob, Monotony, and Bills. |
|Interests:||Love, Individualism, Ideas, Philosophy, Poetry, Polarity, Gemini, Myth, Stories, Moose, walrus, Passion, |
|People/Heroes:||I have recently had a falling away of trust for people in general and thus have no one that I really Idolize, |
|Books:||Lord of the Rings, The Single Shard, Bridge of Bird, The Story of the Stone, 8 Skilled Gentlemen, David and the Phioenix, Tale of Two Citys, Doctor Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, 1984, Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy, Beowulf, Illiad and the Odessy, pretty much anything I can get my hands on.|
|Authors:||Terry Pratchet, Neil Gaimen, Berry Hughart, J.R.R. Tolkien, Edgar Allen Poe, H.P. Lovecraft, |
|Music Genres:||anything but R&B or sucky stuff, |
|Bands/Artists:||Goo Goo Dolls, Simon and Garfunkel, The Doors, The Beatles, Pink Floyd, The Postal Service blah to many to name that will have to do, |
|Albums/CDs:||Ray Charles, any of the stuff I mentioned above and below and in between I love the music, |
|Songs:||So many, Iris, Wish you were Here, Such Great Heights, too many to think of, |
|TV Shows:||I don't own a TV, OH MY GOD, nope don't have on of those either, |
|Movies:||The Last Samurai, Amele, The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Army of Darkness, Princess Bride, 4-6 of Star Wars, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, 7 Samurai, Resavoir Dogs, Pulp Fiction, Fight Club, Princess Mononoke, Cowboy Bebop the Movie, Garden State, American Beauty, and whole bunches of others but this is all you get for now, |
|Actors:||Anthony Hopkins, Angelina Jolie, Harrison Ford, Sean Connery, Denzel Washington, Lawrence Fishburne, |
|Games:||Vampire the Masqurade / Requim and most other rpgs from vampire to DnD, The Legacy of Kain Series, lots of games and my brain is mushy from it so I can't think of any others to list, |
|Sports:||Hacky Sac, Mountain Climbing, |
|Colors:||Anything Dark, |
|Pets/Animals:||:( no pets, but I like Walruses and Moose, |
|Cars/Motorcyles:||If it gets me to point A to point B that is all I care about, |
|Food:||Applesause, Salad with ranch dressing, any fruit, and MEAT, Hell I like all food, but not cocanuts, |
|Drink:||Coffee of any kind, rain, the occasional blast of alchohol to deaden the pain, |
|Quotes:||The worst way to miss someone is to be standing right beside them knowing you can't have them, Every soul is a hostage to its own deeds, Anger fears nothing like laughter, |
|Position:||Woman on top, doggy style, Me behind against a wall, womans leg wrapped around me standing up, Any way I can see the womens eyes, Ah Hell I haven't met one I didn't like, |
I opened my chest and found a great empty space.
and found it devoid of gods heavenly grace.
nothing to burn and nothing to save
everything covered in a black single wave.
there is nothing inside
perhaps they lied
soulless and deceived
no light from a flickering flame
nothing to win in this silly game
purpose is nonexistent
and nothing is consistent
except the swarm of deception like flies
sucks the moisture from our eyes
leaving dried husk behind
of the dreamless mind
I followed in the steps of failure
and sought a painful...
Love is a triangle that leaves everyone wanting. It pulls at your guts and tears at your heart. A truly vicious beast is Love. What if you
find yourself crying in the night deep in to your pillow, or if your chest
feels ripe to explode, or if the emotions and passions blur your logic to
blindness? Then this mighty beast may stalk your soul. Love’s wiles will send you over a cliff
happily. Love’s cunning will cause you
pain you have only dreamt of. Love’s ever
present yearning will show you torments even the devil cringes at.
One of Love’s most potent weapons
is if the...
Late... Tired... and still writing?
Oddly enough the want to write is stronger than I thought today. I guess the abitlity to force yourself to do something that you don't always want to do is a good thing. But much better is when that thing becomes something you want to do. I even draw comfort from it. I used to write quite a bit more often, but now I am starting into the swing again. I miss just writing and seeing my past given form. Sometimes the form it takes is ugly or harsh but still it gives me perspective. Wheather it is someones shoes, skin or side, Perspective is very important. Here is to understanding our own...
Friends are close
Why then is it that there insults
are so much closer
The heart of pain is
in the heart
Are we all alone
in the scheme of life
Even those close to us
Willingly or otherwise.
My chest cavity is open
and friends and enemys
like doctors prod
all the sensativity out.
Defiant cast to the eye