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Joan Lopez
| Main blog: | Flamming Kronique | | Age: | 22 | | Birthday: | November 9th 1984 | | Gender: | Female | | Occupation: | Travel / Hospitality | | Education: | Some college | | Religion: | Spiritual but not religious | | Service Attendance: | Rarely | | Race/lineage: | Other | | Location: | Malaysia |
| MSN: | kronique_angel@hotmail.com |
| Body Size: | Ridiculously Large | | Height: | 5' 5" (165 cm) | | Eyes: | Dark Brown | | Vision: | Contact lenses | | Hair Color: | Dark Brown | | Hair Style: | Curly - Medium | | Facial Hair: | None | | Skin Tone: | Tan | | Best Feature: | Lips | | Clothing Pref.: | Anything Low-cut | | Undies: | Briefs - Short Leg Boxer | | Tattoo Info: | Too chicken to have one |
| Relationship Status: | Single - Involved | | Sexual Preference: | Really Straight | | Astrological Sign: | Scorpio (Oct 24 - Nov 21) | | Existing as: | Halfling | | Smoking: | Trying to quit | | Liquor: | Social drinker. One or two | | Exercise: | Walking to the car only | | Your Home: | Live with another |
Naked
Dear Diary,
If I should fall, a bed of red rose petals I hope to fall on. If I should miss a step and fall down a flight of stairs, I wish I would laugh the pain away. If today should all go wrong, I hope to God I'd still see a smilling face waiting for me at home and I pray he be naked.
Yes, yes, an overdue apology comes along this line.Sorry.
I'm sorry for everything I didn't say to you when you needed me to be mature most. I'm sorry for getting you worried everytime I fall sick. You know I never meant all those things I say when I'm mad. I'm sorry mostly for being so stubborn and...
True blue
Dear Diary,
Yes,yes, I KNOW I haven't been journaling lately. I've tried scribbling down thoughts that run through my mind but when I put paper to pen, I draw a blank. Don't ask me why because I can't even answer myself so I guess I took a break. A much needed break.
The relationship between Gopal and myself took a hard fall for the first few months since he came back. We didn't agree with anything until we stopped and realized all of this isn't worth it. We loved each other too much to tear the other one apart.
We both have a lot of learning and growing up to do in spite of what we've...
Breaking point
Could this be the ending or the beginning? Can leave everything behind and start all over again? I wonder.
I keep falling over and over again after getting off my knees.
Can you just be considerate enough to realize I'm placed here because
of you. I don't mean to chanel my pain and anger towards you but
sometimes I fell you leave me with no choice. I'm struggling,
practically suffocating and I'm reaching out for help but you never try
to save me. Why?
I've put all my friends at arms length, never wanting to show I can't
cope, never showing them any tears. I can't do this...
New Year, new luck?
Dear Diary,
Sometimes we all need a break from reality but when your dreams scare you too, where do you turn to run?
Lets start with a sigh. *sigh*
Another year has passed and I'm back in Singapore again. Back to that
job I "OH-sooo-love". Yes, my sarcasm manage to seep through into this
year too. I have no resolutions this year. I've decided not to have any
because I've never really kept them anyways so why bother?
Gopal's back and that has been
one of the few good things I can count on to put a smile on my face. I
sound so depressed but try waking up from a...
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