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jinx9
| Main blog: | Revamping Jinx | | Birthday: | February 7th | | Gender: | Female | | Occupation: | Artistic / Creative | | Education: | High school, Associates degree, Bachelors degree, School of life | | Religion: | Other | | Race/lineage: | White / Caucasian | | Location: | United States, Minnesota, Minneapolis |
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| Body Size: | Large | | Height: | 5' 4" (163 cm) | | Eyes: | Blue | | Vision: | Sun glasses | | Hair Color: | Dark Red | | Hair Style: | Wavy - Short | | Facial Hair: | None | | Skin Tone: | Fair | | Best Feature: | Eyes | | Clothing Pref.: | Thrift Store | | Undies: | Briefs - Mid Rise | | Tattoo Info: | Ummmm, NO!! Do you have any idea how they'll look when you're 80? Eewww! | | Piercing Info: | One, in each ear. | | More Details: | I like to paint my toe nails shocking pink. I prefer choker length necklaces, but not pendants on chains. I like long, dangly, sparkly earrings. I almost never wear bracelets. I wear my watch on my right hand, even though I'm right handed. |
| Relationship Status: | Single - Never Married | | Family Info: | 3 brothers,
2 parents,
2 nieces,
13 aunts/uncles on mom's side,
3 aunts/uncles on dad's side,
millions of cousins as result of above | | Sexual Preference: | Straight/Heterosexual | | Astrological Sign: | Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18) | | Existing as: | Human | | Smoking: | No Way | | Liquor: | Social drinker. One or two | | Exercise: | Occasionally | | Your Home: | Live alone |
| Authors: | Laurell K. Hamilton, Maeve Binchy, Douglas Adams, Amanda Quick, Tolkien, Emma Holly, J.K. Rowling, Suzanne Brockmann | | Music Genres: | Celtic, Country before it became Pop, 80s, 70s, 60s, 50s, 40s | | Bands/Artists: | John Denver, Willie Nelson, Enya, Cheap Trick, The Eagles, Queen, Glenn Miller, Bing Crosby, Rosemary Clooney, INXS, Journey, Heart, Sting, | | TV Shows: | Numbers, Medium, CSI: (original, sometimes NY, but never Miami), Veronica Mars, Ellen, Jeopardy, As Time Goes By, Bones, Criminal Minds | | Movies: | Lord of the Rings, Star Wars (Episodes 4, 5 & 6), Princess Bride, Brokeback Mountain, Working Girl, The Saint, A & E's Pride & Prejudice, Bridget Jones 1 & 2, The Mummy 1 & 2, Dirty Dancing | | Actors: | Harrison Ford, Johnny Depp, Judi Dench, David Boreanaz | | Games: | Trivial Pursuit | | Sports: | Yuck... | | Colors: | Fuschia, Magenta, Red, Copper, Bronze, White, Green | | Pets/Animals: | If I had one, it would be a dog rescued from a shelter | | Cars/Motorcyles: | '96 red Ford Taurus named Will Scarlet | | Season: | SPRING!!, Summer, ...... Fall, I HATE WINTER | | Food: | Chocolate | | Drink: | Coffee with lots of stuff in it | | Quotes: | I actually collect quotes. Don't know why. Favorite? "Do not meddle in the affairs of dragons, for you are crunchy and taste good with ketchup." - anonymous | | Position: | Being worshipped as the queen I am |
A New Chapter
It's been awhile.
Or maybe, more accurately, a long time in coming.
I decided last time I wrote that enough was enough. No more whining here. I can't stand the sound of it in my own head anymore, so I won't inflict it on anyone else anymore.
Today, I did something I've wanted to do, meant to do, but didn't do for a very long time.
I took several very scary, very positive steps forward into the future. Now, all I have to do is take it one day at a time. One simple, positive step at a time.
I WILL - I CAN - I DO
These are my new mantra.
What have I done? Let me tell you.
1) I...
Stupid Shit
I feel like screaming. Or whimpering. Or maybe just throwing an old-fashioned snot-soaked, fist-pounding, wall-punching temper tantrum.
For fuck's sake! Seriously, when will the stupid shit stop happening?
In the last few months:
I have had my car towed out of an EMPTY restaurant lot after midnight. That cost me $300.00 and two hours worth of missed work while I retrieved the damn thing. Because, naturally, I didn't know it had been towed until I needed it.
And here's the real kicker, insult to injury, and all that - there's a sign up at the Tow Yard that says "Please do not be mad at...
A Paralyzing Thought
Having spent the last few years psychoanalyzing myself, in lieu of actual therapy, have I learned anything? Have I done myself any good? Am I a less tortured soul, more in balance with the universe, more focused toward the destiny that fate planned out for me?
My need to post my innermost thoughts here, where anybody might see them (and who knows where that particular twisted need came from), has clearly been considerably reduced. I've averaged a new post about once every month for awhile now.
So, I'd have to say the answer to the above queries is mostly, yes. A few demons have been...
Rearranging the Furniture
Reorganizing my apartment was pretty much an exercise in futility.
I spent two days a couple weeks ago on some weird cleaning, rearranging, purging frenzy.
I woke up on a Sunday morning, a bright, shiny, start-of-the-weekend kind of morning, and went to make coffee.
And was disgusted by the pile of dishes I had just been stockpiling on my kitchen counter like some redneck who's never seen a bottle of dish soap.
So I did the dishes, mostly just so I could get to the coffee pot.
And by the time the coffee was done, I had moved on to cleaning the kitchen floor, because I could no longer...
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