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Glen
Pushed aside.
It's really nothing. It's no big deal. It doesn't mean anything. It doesn't change anything. It doesn't change what they want. It's just for the sake of formality.
They didn't even want this whole shit to begin with. Not completely. It's just mostly because of the pesky.... traditionalists. And because of them this whole thing has become a circus. Who's being selfish here again?
None of it matters... but it does bother me.
Why choose her? Why not me? Whatever, right? They still want both of us. But whatever too. It could've been me. Between me and her, I could've been the primary,...
Saying the things that shouldn't be said.
Uncensored.
So it's never been much of a secret that my sex life is very much alive and kicking. I've never denied it, tried to hide it or even down played it. I like it. No. Scratch that. I love it. I crave for it. If I could have it every single day, even better twice a day, I so would.
And no, I'm not a sex addict, so no need to go there.
I'm probably one of the most insecure and self-conscious person there is out there, but in between the sheets those thoughts just fade away. I'm at peace, with me and the world around me. I get pleasure in knowing I'm in demand, and I have whoever I...
Carved.
I can't believe I actually went through with it. It's right there, on my back, quite permanent, and I still can't quite wrap my head around it. I actually went and accomplished something I set off to do.
I don't really know what made this time so different. I've been thinking about getting one done for years but I never did. Maybe because for the first time, I came up with something that had meaning to me. Something of significance. Something close at heart. Not something that was influence by others. Or something that had really superficial meanings, if at all. Although, I think the final...
Make it stop.
"There is always a princess, with gowns flowing white, her face...her face...is a river. The princess...is a river filled with tears of sadness and heart break. "
Friday night, and my mind is still going. I really wish Shivy's free tomorrow; I need to occupy myself with someone else's life, if only for a few hours, to keep my sanity. Out of boredom, I found myself looking back. Back to the days that seem a lifetime ago. When did it all come crashing down?
Heavy question. [june 25, 2007]
A few days ago someone asked me why, after all I've gone through and still going through with E,...
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| Main blog: | G's Blog | | Occupation: | Student | | Education: | High school, Some college, School of life | | Religion: | Spiritual but not religious | | Race/lineage: | Asian | | Location: | Canada |
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| Body Size: | Average | | Height: | 5' 4" (163 cm) | | Eyes: | Dark Brown | | Vision: | Glasses/Spectacles | | Hair Color: | Black | | Hair Style: | Wavy - Medium | | Facial Hair: | None | | Skin Tone: | Tan | | Clothing Pref.: | Practical |
| Relationship Status: | Single - Involved | | Sexual Preference: | Straight but curious | | Astrological Sign: | Taurus (April 20 - May 20) | | Existing as: | Faerykin | | Smoking: | No. But not bothered by it | | Liquor: | Social drinker. One or two | | Exercise: | Rarely | | Your Home: | Live with parents | | Biography/About: | Coasted along heaven and hell... and still going. | | Dislikes: | airheads, hypocrites, close-minded idiots | | Interests: | music, movies, sleep |
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