Farasha
General Information

Main blog:Utter Randomness
Age:23
Birthday:March 14th 1985
Gender:Female
Occupation:Student
Education:High school, Some college
Religion:Christianity
Location:United States


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Four Most Recent Entries

the end
It's finally happened. I've had a breakdown, breakthrough, reformation, realization, whatever you want to call it. I reached the end of my rope and have tossed it all in. Okay, so this isn't really a breakthrough: it's a mere reprise. Remeber my last entry? Where I pledged that, absent a divine revelation, I was going to quit law school at the end of the first semester? And the entry before that, where I pledged that I had finally, for the twelve-millionth time, renounced law school? Well . . .I'm almost ashamed to admit it. Here I am. Entrenched in the finals of...
 
Dmitri
It's interesting how life takes all these little turns and detours that one never would have expected, or worse, feared. Did I say interesting? A better description might be depressingly, bitterly ironic.Ever since I announced my short-lived intention to go to law school a year and a half ago, it has risen up like a zombie in a gunfight - no matter how many times I blow its guts out, it stumbles on to haunt me. Despite having adamently decided a dozen or more times to avoid going to law school at any cost, here I am, entrenched in my first semester of...
 
senseless ambiguity
I came to realize, seeing as how it is half-way through my last semester in college, and the original intention of this blog was to chronicle my wayward journeys through this phase of life, I'm probably overdue for an update.Looking back through past entries, I am overtaken by a distressing nostalgia for everything I left behind. If I have learned anything, it is that I will never be completely satisfied wherever I am or whatever I am doing; maybe it is just human nature that so confounds the emotions, pressing us into eternal bondage, chained to ideals and illusions that will never come...
 
the smell of decomposing bananas...is taking over my senses
Wow, I bet you thought this thing would never get updated...in fact, I nearly forgot about this whole endeavor, until recent stress has driven me to find means of relief other than just sleeping (which I don't really have time for) and eating (which invokes a vicious cycle of guilt-complexes). I came to the realization that 19 credits is a bit much. Especially since, although I'm technically at 19 credits, I only get actual credit for 18, because I do not want to have to pay more than the absorbitant amount that I've already bled for . . .what? Oh yeah, an education, which...
 






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