Sang Real
I am reading a famous book right now, a book wrought with controversy and theories of conspiracies. It is called "The Da Vinci Code." I am more than half way through the book but not quite done. The thing is that the more I read, the more I wonder what the fate of the world would had been like had all the stuff the author, Dan Brown, had said was true. Would it have been so bad if the early Catholic Church had recognized Mary Magadalene as the "Sacred Feminine"? If there really is a bloodline directly descendent of God and Jesus Christ, wouldn't the Church have been better served had they...
wHO iS tHE pERSON yOU kNOW?
My question is this: How can someone be an individual and yet allow their identity to be wrapped up in someone or something else? Maybe it is not a question of being an individual but a matter of knowing who it is you want to be. If you want to be someone then be that person. Don't wait for someone to tell you who you should be, make the decision yourself. Maybe, in the case of being an individual, it is not the ends that matters but the means. Who you are at the end of life is the person you chose to be based on your choices. And it is not until the end that you will finally know who are...
I Am Now Drowning In The Rain
So I have decided not to talk to Chris face to face anymore in the hopes that if he is "out of sight" he will be "out of mind." So far I have only emailed him, written him memos, and called him on his classroom phone. I am staunchly trying to avoid having to deliver any sort of messages or see him on campus. I think it might work. I hope it will work. The only time we should really see eachother is when we are doing events for the trip. However, seeing as how he is getting a few stipends right now, I don't think he will be doing many of the events since he does not need the money. And then...
I Bless The Rains Down in Africa
I have been emailing the Revernd who is organizing the trip to Africa and he has been very kind about all of it. Those of you who know me, know that I can get a bit compulsive about money and stuff and as the Revernd is finding out, that is not such a picnic. The bad part about all of this is not that the Reverend is getting to see the ugly side of me, the bad part is that he is seeing the ugly side of the girl who likes his son, whom she happens to work with. I am sure they talk about these kinds of things and the Revernd has encouraged me to talk to Chris about my money issues but how do...
