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Kelly
| Main blog: | Celestial Canvas | | Age: | 20 | | Birthday: | February 9th 1988 | | Gender: | Female | | Occupation: | Student | | Education: | High school, Some college | | Religion: | Spiritual but not religious | | Service Attendance: | Rarely | | Race/lineage: | White / Caucasian | | Location: | Canada, Quebec, Montreal |
| Body Size: | Average | | Height: | 5' 8" (173 cm) | | Eyes: | Hazel Green | | Vision: | Contact lenses | | Hair Color: | Dark Brown | | Hair Style: | Straight - Medium | | Skin Tone: | Light | | Best Feature: | Legs | | Undies: | Bikini | | Tattoo Info: | One at the base of my lower back, of a calligraphic K with the sign for Aquarius under, tribal design in black and green extending outwards on either side, since May 2006. Going for a new one in about a month again, so May 2008. | | Piercing Info: | For now, only the ears. Two on either side. Navel sometime soon... |
| Relationship Status: | Single - Involved | | Family Info: | Erm. Mom and Dad are divorced, so I live with my mom, my step-dad, and my two older brothers. I have a step-mom and she has two kids, and my step-father has two, also. One of each on each side. See if you can figure that out without getting mixed up... | | Sexual Preference: | Often | | Astrological Sign: | Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18) | | Existing as: | Human | | Smoking: | Trying to quit | | Liquor: | Social drinker. One or two | | Exercise: | Rarely | | Your Home: | Live with parents | | Likes: | Sunsets, twinkling stars, good books, great movies, bubble baths, learning new and interesting things. The word "celestial" 'cause it's so purdy. My goddaughter. Random acts of kindness. People who say please and thank you. Seeing my friends smile. Being kooky. Sexual innuendo. Waking up in bed lying next to you... | | Dislikes: | Stuck-up, stubborn people. Picky Toys R Us clients. Hypocrisy. Lies. Spite, vengeance and vindictive acts of heartlessness. Long waits. Feeling tired. Not being left alone when I ask to be. People not listening when other people talk. The Unknown. | | Interests: | Entertainment, Literature, Singing, Dancing, Acting, Writing, Law, Philosophy, Psychology, Learning, Long walks on beautiful days, Media class. |
| People/Heroes: | Dr. Seuss, My mom, My grandma, Dr. Menke and Mrs. Barrans, Phil, Melinda and Peter. | | Books: | The Little Prince, By the Light of the Moon, From the Corner of His Eye, Who is Frances Rain?, Even if it Kills Me, The Phantom of the Opera, To Kill a Mockingbird, Macbeth, The Stinky Cheese Man, Green Eggs and Ham, Harry Potter series, The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants, Et si c'était vrai..., Velocity, The Notebook, The Lovely Bones, The Last Summer (of You and Me), Darkly Dreaming Dexter, etc. | | Authors: | Ann Brashares, J.K. Rowling, Dean Koontz, Dr. Seuss. | | Music Genres: | Anything with lyrical substance, acoustic guitar, violin, or piano. | | Bands/Artists: | Dashboard Confessional | | TV Shows: | TV-Show-oholic. | | Movies: | Enchanted, The Notebook, Shakespeare in Love, Ever After, Down to You, Practical Magic, The Sound of Music, Shrek 1 & 2, The Emperor's New Groove, Beauty & the Beast, Basic, Identity, Chicago, The Count of Monte Cristo, Frequency, Pirates of the Carribean, Thirteen, White Oleander, Finding Neverland, Crash, Constantine, 50 First Dates, Sahara, Madagascar, Transformers, too many to f'in list... | | Actors: | Adam Sandler, David Boreanaz, John Travolta, Dwayne Johnson, Sandra Bullock, Julia Roberts, etc. | | Sports: | Badminton. | | Colors: | Green, Purple, Black, Blue. | | Pets/Animals: | Cats. | | Season: | Fall, Spring. | | Food: | Pasta. | | Drink: | Iced tea (Long Island or otherwise), Smirnoff Ice. | | Quotes: | "You remind me of a poem I don't remember, a song I'm not sure ever existed, and a place I may have never been to." -Abe Simpson, The Simpsons, "If having your heart's desire is tragic, then give me tragedy." -Peyton Sawyer, One Tree Hill., "Drop the shield, but keep the sword." -My friend, Tariq. | | Position: | Suggest one. |
Final break.
I love you.
I know that much.
And you came back.
So you love me, too, right?
...Right.
The worst is realizing that, really, only time will tell.
Just don't let me down again.
Someone stop the world so I can just get off.
This hurts. God, this hurts, this hurts, this hurts so much...
And I hate you. I hate you for making me believe you. I hate you for pulling me in. I hate you for making me feel like I was the only person you ever wanted to be with, the only person you could ever really truly love. I hate you. I hate you I hate you I hate you for making me cry like this. For needing time alone. For making love to me Friday morning and just leaving me Saturday. I hate you for fucking with my head. I hate you for saying it was right and then ripping my heart out so casually. I hate you. I hate...
"I'm still in love with everything about you..."
Everything reminds me of you. Obviously, that's bound to happen. It's been little over twenty-four hours and I can't shake you. Everything about you. Your smell. Your touch. Your smile. Your eyes... The only other person I've ever taken the time to realize had hazel eyes, too... The one I told, that day in your room, how I had always dreamt of someone telling me, "Hey... Your eyes are green." Not just brown. Green. Like it was a way of saying how they saw me. Really saw me. ...So that day, in your bed, I looked at you and said it. "Hey... Your eyes are green right now..." And when I...
The End.
I always forget how bad it hurts...
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