back with a vengeance
I just wanted you to know that it was never, ever, ever, ever, about anyone else but you. I've always cared about your happiness more than my own. I always put you before me. I was always hurting myself in order to help you. Well, that's over. You will not take advantage of my heart anymore.
Look in the mirror and tell yourself you're a piece of shit.
I honestly don't know why I do this to you. I don't know why I do it to myself. I don't know why I do much of anything anymore. I'm just flowing. Floating through life right now, with no plan or motivation to change it in any way. I've been offered jobs making a lot more money, and I just ignore them. I'm fine with making what I make, because I hate switching jobs. I hate having to start over and learn everything again. Fuck that. I don't want to go to school because I hate everything it represents, and everything surrounding the idea. I'm fine where I'm at. I guess. Maybe. I don't really...
