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Jen
| Main blog: | Shattered Silence | | Birthday: | July 31st | | Gender: | Female | | Occupation: | Student | | Race/lineage: | White / Caucasian | | Location: | Australia |
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| Eyes: | Blue | | Hair Color: | Strawberry Blonde | | Hair Style: | Wavy - Long | | Skin Tone: | Pale |
| Relationship Status: | Single - Never Married | | Family Info: | They exist.. I suppose that is a start | | Smoking: | Occasionally | | Liquor: | Regularly |
| Books: | Fiction, Non-Fiction, Historical Fiction, Biography, Fantasy, Mystery, Horror, Autobiography, Political, Controversial | | Authors: | Morris West, Edgar Allan Poe, Fernando Pessoa, The Brothers Grimm, Lee Wallace, Nostradamus, Sophocles, Michael Phillips, Stephen Donaldson, Emily Bronte, Louisa May Alcott, A. A Milne, Lewis Carrol, Colin Dann, Johanna Spyri, Charles M. Schulz, Beatrix Potter, Calvin Miller, Gustave Flaubert, Lord Byron | | Music Genres: | Old School Rock, Classical, Rock, 80's Metal/Rock, Alternative, Alternative Rock, Black Metal, Blues, Cabaret, Classic Rock, Gothic, Gothic Rock, Heavy Metal, Raggae, Jazz, Instrumental | | Bands/Artists: | Placebo, David Bowie, Marilyn Manson, Dimmu Borgir, Dire Straits, Bob Dylan, Kate Bush, Tori Amos, Alanis Morrissette, Beethoven, Behemoth, Don Mclean, Collide, The Dresdon Dolls, The Cure, Muse, Simon and Garfunkal, Paul Simon, Art Garfunkal, Bella Morte, The Cranberries, Cat Stevens, Damien Rice, Crowded House, Frank Sinatra, Tchaikovsky, No Doubt, Gwen Stefani, Garbage, Ozzy Osbourne, Led Zeppelin, Bach, Motley Crue, Mozart, Pink Floyd, Rammstein, Silverchair, Sinergy, Bread, Phil Collins, Chopin, George, Handel, John Lennon, Bob Marley, Nilsson, The Monkees, Nirvana, Pachelbel, Queen, Kiss, Toto, Jack Off Jill, Jimi Hendrix, James Taylor | | Movies: | Random non-box-office films are best | | Colors: | Black, Red, Purple, Green | | Season: | Winter | | Food: | Vegetarian | | Drink: | Alcohol, Coffee, Agrum |
Ensuing - naught but life
Security comes unexpectedly. I knew there was more to come from this and knew I could not lose it. I know I shall be a better person for this relationship. I now know that life is much more beautiful today than the lost existences of my nights torments. I can see that you are greater than I could have first thought. Against my paranoid judgements I shall live victoriously and life shall ensue in glorious beauty.
Look around and see life evoke the truest beauty.
Look beyond the pain and trials and see that life means an opportunity to see wonder.
Farewell to all now- just in case. I don't want to miss saying goodbye
There is only one reason why I want this year at an end. I am restless. I need to escape before I relapse.
I hope you all go better than I. I will fall and fail...
An enigmatic gauze misplaced upon this seemingly perfect world- I don't want to miss beauty
When I truly realised that there was no control in this life things became much clearer. When I realised that everything in the past and present must be accepted, it is only the future one can change, things became much easier to handle. But when I realised that at any moment I could lose the greatest future I could potentially have- the fog rolled in and my foot slipped on the crevasse.
Thankfully- Beauty lies in every corner comforting, accepting you and all your mistakes
But who defines what is good and right?
There was a time I felt I knew the answer to this question, but here and now I find myself sifting through this archive of memories and thoughts in order to once again rehabilitate myself with the answer. Isn't it fascinating how one can be confidant in their beliefs at one time, and then, through lack of focus and development, one can find themselves needing to reinstate the answer- to remember what it was one believes- and to begin again in this small fragment of their path.
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